Buah Cempedak...

Buah Cempedak di luar pagar, ambil Galah Tolong Jolokkan, saya budak Baru Belajar, Kalau Salah tolong Tunjukkan....

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Masalah???Xkan penah habiskan????

Izzi xtau cmne nak mulekan..tp yg izzi tau hati izzi skang rase sayu sgat2...tersgat2 pedih..da cam nak tkoyak pon ader da..tp 2 sume hanye di dlam hati....tapi luarannye, izzi still nampak epy..cool je cam xde pape je...urmm.....hbat x izzi berdrama???????

Sume org ade msalh, 2 izzi tau...tp izzi kdag2 rimas dan lemas da dengan mslah yg same....bile jadi org tgah untuk settlekan msalh bukannye snang...risiko sgat2...kdag2 org tgah balik yg terkenekan.....urm..byak da pglman izzi cam 2....dah dok tgah2, ape lagi tesepitlakan....smpai tetutup ruang nak benafas...

Tujuan izzi jadi org tgah bukan untuk mengeruhkan keadaan, bukan utk myakitkan, bukan utk melukakan sape2..tp niat izzi hanye nk jernihkan keadaan, nak menyembuhkan kembali hubgan yg kian renggang....kdag2 niat kite dslahfhamkan..org salah ngerti sal dri kite....2la da lumrah, sume org ade hak utk beraggapan mcam2...tp kite kene peka gak ngan ape sbnarnyer tjadi....

adoiiii...memang da merapu, melalutkan..jiwa tgah kcau, otak ngah serabot cengginila jadinyer....

urmmmm......kdg2...bukan izzi yg vlunteer nak jadi org tgahpon, tp ade org yang mtak izzi tok jdi org tgah...ntahla katenyer ati izzi lmbot, care izzi lmbot wlu pade hakikatnyer luaran izzi kasa...izzi xboleh nak tolak pmntaan 2 lau dah dari drah daging sendri yang mtak tlongkan....lgpon bukannyer sape2pon...sedare2 awak gak....yang jadi mslahnyer, hati izzi pon terluke....coz nak jge hati rmai phak..last2 mkan dri....

Semngat izzi yg kuat ade pade mak izzi.....slagi mak izzi bernafas, slagi 2 izzi akan besabar...izzi hrap kekuatan 2 akan bertambah, bertmbah n terus bertambah...amin....

walaucmneskalipon, izzi syang sume, syg mak, abah, abang2, akak, adik,anak2 buah,sedare sume kengkwan,izzi, jiran2, org2 yg tdekat ngan izzi n org yg pnah izzi knal.......izzi syang sume!!!!izzi xpnah nak pendam2 dendam ke benci ke ape ke....yg izzi tau, hati izzi kate, izzi syg mereka2 sume...2 je yg izzi tau, wlupon pade luarannye xnampak..

Ya Allah, dugaan ape lagi yg Engkau berikan pade hambaMu ini?sesungguhnya semgat ini hmpir goyah, kuatkanlah semgat kami dalam menempuh dgaanMu Ya Allah...


Izzi tau Dia xkan bg ujian kat hambanya yg xmampu untk tanggung dgaan ini, tp berilah hambaMu ini kekuatan Ya Allah...


......Izzi baru dapt berita, anak buah izzi "IRFAN" msuk hospital coz jangkitan kuman kat paru2..sayu sgat2 hati izzi...xtau nak ckap cmne lagi..izzi nak balik sekjap!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Irfan sayang, mak cik doakan tok Irfan...Irfan kene kuat tau...mak cik tau Irfan kecik lagi untk hdapi dugaan ini, tp Irfan insan yang terpilih tau syg....Mak cik tau Irfan wlupon kecik..tp Irfan kuatkan..kuat cam mak cik.....urmmmmmmmmmm..............................Mak cik syg sgat kat Irfan!!!!!!!!!!!!"










Wednesday, April 18, 2012

My Beloved IZZI!!!!

Di keheningan petang nan indah ini walupon ngah gelap nak ujan...wlaupon suasana kat opiz ni dah sunyi...tetapi ianya tetap indah bg izzi...hahahaha...pesal?????????cam org da btol plakkan...

Xde apela...izzi tetbe tengat kat my beloved izzi lah....ha la..skang die da bz...so, jrangla pat spend time sesame...huhu

Cmnepon izzi pham...coz izzi yg beriya soh die kje 2 gak as tmporary luh...so skang padan muker ko izzi..hahahaha...

Oit!!!!!Iwan, aku rndu ko lah....tp ko kene janji ngan aku, ko mest keje leklok...jgan tensen2 tau...papopun, aku cnta sama kau!!!!hahahaha.....

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

After 4 Months.....

After 4 moths graduate from UiTM, Where and How ur life is going On???
Urm....what happen to izzi?...

My 1st journey, op cozlar at, "my home sweet home"...hahahaha...coz tanam anggur about 2weeks...then, my beloved izzi needs help to complete his tesis...so, izzi berhijrah ke S.Alam...anything pebelanjaan izzi kat sane, diela yg support...about 1month, izzi was done to complete it..n his tesis result..."gedebom"...hahaha..gempak kot..but i know he was also responsble to make it succeed...

Next, izzi try to find a job....i dun care whether its temporary o permanent...coz, i dun want to be unemployed..huhuhu...so.. watever job, i'll accepted...(mcam da desperate sgatkannnn)..sadisnyer..izzi kejela as data entry at SUK selangor....but it's not take a long tme...haha..juz about 1 month...huhuhuhu...(bukan izzi dpecat tau, juz da xde data nak dmasukkan lagi...2 yg benti)...Sambil2 bekeja, izzi aderla g  2 intview lain..but still xbejaye...coz  bdangnyer xde relate lgsungpon ngan izzi...waaaaaa.....

Pas 2, return to my village..n lepak kat sane lik..hahaha..2 je yg tmampu izzi wat.... Tp xlame pas 2, my friend ade gtau about RA position, n he was announced at "Statistik d Hatiku" (fb)..izzi ape lagi, mtak jela...n after intrview session, alhamdllah...its result was +ve...walaupon, not permanent job and not high salary...but its ok...coz this job had applied my learning and major in degree...n pling penting, izzi xduk umah...thanx to Allah,Alhamdulillah....

Now.....izzi juz focus on my RA position......until?????????oooh...i dun know....If people ask me, do u love with ur job rght now???izzi will say "YES"...walaupon gaji xmhal but its surrounding, my big boss..n team project best2 belake....n baikkk....xlupe jgak kat Senior RA kat cni...coz die pon baik and tlong izzi byak bende...(hal2 keje jela..)...

urm....thats all about perjalanan izzi....i hope, i'll achive  my goals n target...1 day....and i also want to be like my friends who are succeed in their work...amin.....please pray for izzi......urmmmmm....

Salam dari Izzi...............